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Sunday, October 09, 2005

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just promise me you'll be here for me
now until forever

and when you're crawling over broken glass to get to me
that's when i'll let you in.

and when you start to miss me
remeber: you were the one who let me go.

i'll lean on you
and you'll lean on me
and we'll both be ok.

there was a time when i would do anything for you.
now i would do anything to forget you.

& one day
you'll realize
you could have been with me

 

if you could see how much you hurt me
you'd never be able to look me in the eyes again

you don't have to be blood
to be family

'm just a raggedy ann girl
living in this barbie world

dont let anyone make you feel like
you dont deserve what you want

just becuase i let you go
...doesnt mean that i don't still love you

you promised me you would always be there for me..
i guess you had your fingers crossed....?

WE WiiLL SHOW THEM WHAT TRUE LOVE MEANS

 

after a while you learn the difference between holding hands & falling in love , you begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something & promises can be broken just as quickly as they are made & sometimes goodbyes really are forever. <3

be nice to everyone you meet , theyre fighting a battle you know nothing about.

 

Whoever will gossip to you will gossip about you.

 

call me a slut _ call me a whore.
call me whatever.
i heard it before.
say that i'm fake _ say i lie.
say what you want.
cause i know it's not true.
but calling me all this shit?
ha what the fuck does that make you?
 

like my favorite record, you're a little overplayed
& like my favorite summer, you'll never fade away.

& SHE`'S SCARED BECAUSE SUDDENLY iT`'S
CLEAR H0W MUCH HE REALLY MEANS T0 HER.

i think that all i want is to hold
hands & waste a friday night with you

I miss you so much ;;
your voice, your touch
but most of all, I miss
how I felt when you
hugged me . . . </3

 

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You have this way of meaning everything
& nothing to me, all at the same time..


we were both so normal , that
is, until we met each other<3


when i`m with HiM
i`m home. i have a
place to be. & i`m
the person i want
___________to be

i remember a lot about us.
those memories are faded now
but i will never forget them..

theres a point in [every friendship]
when you stop being friends
and become SISTERS

sometimes it takes beinq away from someone to
'realize how much you need them in your` life

 

every time the phone rinqs
i pray that it`s you
even thouqh in the back of
MY MiND
i know that we`re throuqh'


M0ST LiKELY [ EVERY0NE ] iS G0NNA
HURT Y0U'Y0U JUST HAVE T0 DECiDE
WH0`S W0RTH THE P A i N_______ <3

i'm not that innocent but i'm not a hoe
so you should shutup bout wat you
T H i N K ______Y 0 U ____ K N 0 W


Monday, September 05, 2005

me and my bf juss broke up

 after one freakin year so im

really confused and sad bout

eveything so if theres alotta

 sad ones srry

 

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its easy to believe someone when they
       tell you exactly what you want to hear.

 

tell me lies, slap me on the face; just improvise. Do somthing really clever that'll make me hate your name forever. You might swear you'd never touch a lady; well let me say, you're not too far from maybe. Everyday you find new ways to hurt me. All this pain begins to feel like pleasure. With my tears, you'd make a sea from desert. Salt my wounds & i'll keep saying thank you, cause i can't help it if i'm just a fool; always having my heart set on you.

so play me back the song from that night ,
from when we fell so hard?

 

 

It's funny how you don't seem to remember
anything we went through, i never did completely
get over you.. i wish you could understand just
exactly how i feel..but the past is the past & love
is a battle field


 

They .ignore. each other &
look .away. but deep down
they both know that it wasn't
supposed to .e.n.d. this way.

 

I will hide my broken heart beneath a laughing
face
. And though you'll think I never cared, no one else
can take your place

Dear mom,
Have you ever noticed the way I’ve been shaking lately? The three knives missing from the kitchen? The pins & needles gone from your drawer? How I never come downstairs anymore? The look in my eyes? The sound of my voice? It's completely different. Have you noticed the long sleeves & sweatshirts everyday? The arm warmers? The band aids? The blood? Huh? Have you? No? Well I didn't think so..

 

maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people
before  meeting  the  right one  so  that  when we
finally meet the right person , we will know how to
be grateful for them                          

 

shes all alone again wiping
the tears from her eyes some
days she feels
like dying
she gets so sick of crying

 

her heart has been » torn up.
spit on. stepped on. teased .
played with && yet shes still `
strong enough to go on.. <\33

 

blood kissed lips with
scars on her wrists
you'd never have thought
it would come to this....

no matter what, you always make
me smile & laugh.. don't ever  think
you are anything less then perfect,
because u r so much more then that

LiVE F0R THE _MOMENTS_ *
Y0U CAN'T PUT iNT0 W0RDS

even when your hustlin days are gone shell
still be by your side still holdin` on even when
those 20's stop spinnin` .. and all those gold*
diggin women disappear she'll still be here

*see my days are cold without you
but i'm hurting while i'm with you&
though my heart can't take no more
i keep on ( running) back to you-


.. & what you can't have, you can't resist. ♥

you cant live your life for other people.
you`ve got to do what`s right for you
even iif it hurt`s some people you  love


i was crazy about you then and i'm crazy about you now. ♥

.if you ever begin to miss me
just remember you let me go*


this may never start.
we could fall apart. ♥
& i'd be your memory

maybe i'm amazed at the way you love me
all the time, maybe i'm afraid of the way i love
you, maybe i'm amazed at the way you pull
me out of time &hung me on a line, maybe i'm
( afraid ) of the way i really do need you.. ♥

Sometimes, it's better to be alone, because then, you can't get hurt.

& something has to be right about us being
together because if it wasn't i don't think i
would feel the way i do when you kiss me

I'll have another chance
I'll find another [boy]
I'll see another day
And I'll build another world
I'll start another life just like you told me to
And I'll find another love
But there will never be another you.

^ i cant reeely relate to that one rite now


Sunday, July 31, 2005

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i would give anything for you to look at
     --»    me the way you look at her <33

.. but i guess its always been that way `    

wantin to be loved - * to find someone that

makes your heart ache in a good way </3

-         One Tree Hill

 

 

SHE CAN`T FALL FOR YOU ;;
iF YOU`RE NOT THERE TO CATCH HER
               - - / THE O.C. ]] *

 

 

 

       So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really
hard
. We're gonna have to work at this every
day
, but I want to do that because I want you.
I want all of you, forever , you and me, every
day
." - the notebook<33  

 

 

and i`ll let the words kill me.
          because truth is..

I'm already dead

 

so don't tell me, cause i already know
that nothing in the world  would mean
a single thing .. until you are here with
me  and   &;    i've  shared  it  with  you.

       cause  it`s all been  done &&
it`s   all  been  said  ..  we`re
we`re the  coolest  kids   &&
we TAKE what we can GET.

 

never will forget those nights
I wonder if it was a dream
Remember how you made me crazy?
Remember how I made you scream
Now I don't understand what happened to our love
But babe, when I get you back
I'm gonna show you what I'm made of

 

 

I may be confused about a lot of things
but I know that the only time I’m truly
happy
is when I’m thinking of you.

 

Every time you see him, it's a whole different story. You look at him and you find out he isn't looking back. You have just realized that he isn't mad at you... You've just broken his heart.

 

        My best friends are like a fairytale.
They've been there since once upon a
time
& will be there until forever after..

 

        

         TRUE FRiENDS NEVER FiGHT 0VER
DUMB ASS SHiT. THEY'RE D0WN WiTH
WHATEVER & Y0U KN0W iT.


         

 

        Everyday that goes by, it seems like i
discover somthing new about you to love, it's
incredible to me how one person can make
such a big difference in my life. you touch me
in a way no one else ever has & give me
so many reasons to love you <3

 

 

It started out like any other summer,
every single joy & fear, that's how we
found each other & we found ourselves.

 

 

 I wish i could stop time & live in this moment
forever so that i would never lose sight of your
face, the comfort of your touch, or the taste of
your kiss. the time goes by so fast when i'm with
you ; hours seem like seconds. i just wanna
freeze time & be with you..<3

A friend is like a teddy bear ;;
you hug it & cry to it when you're sad
you talk to it when you feel alone
..it doesnt matter what color, size or
condition it's in, it's there for you
no matter what <3

 

i will always be a part of youu

trust your soul, it`s always

true. if i could talk to youu

i`d say, can i live? can i live?

[  CAN i LiVE ; nick cannon ]

 

youu laugh at my dumbest moments

put up with my [ * -moody days- * ]

go along with my craziest i. d. e. a. s

& still manage to see the *best in me*

 

 


 

I thought I was over youu

I thought I had moved on

I liked someone new.sum1

who wasn`t like youu. but

then out of nowhere memories

rushed back to me. I couldn`t

stop thinking about youu. i

couldn`t stop remembering

what we had and I realized

I was wrong all along & i`m

not over youu. not even close

I still love youu & I want you

here with me. i`d give anything

to have youu back. anything

to be ‘us’ again. i`m lost

without youu so please tell

me that youu still love me too.

"drink life, smoke the blueberry skies" jay z

 i WiSH UP0N A STAR THAT
N0 MATTER H0W FAR APART
WE ARE, Y0U W0ULD FiND ME
& Y0U'LL SEE H0W PERFECT WE ARE.

just because youu`re perfectly happy

with someone, it doesn`t mean your

past disappears cus once youu fall in

love, ..youu`re not supposed to fall out

 

 

;;Every special occassion i`ve ever attended
  I always find the perfect clothes..
  the perfect hair..
  the perfect makeup..
  I use all my effort & for just once..
  I want you to notice me..
  ---> But your never there<|3

 

keep your expectations low, your hopes high,
your drinks full & your true friends by your side

 

 

truly believe i can do anything. && i'm certainly going to try..
                              --Ashley Olsen

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


Tuesday, July 12, 2005

hey im keeping the site open!! thx to all the people who left comments !! i love yuu!! heres some quotes n icons

 

 

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love me? hate me?
either one -- i really
don`t care anymore.

 

there`s this girl in the mirror. i wonder who she is. sometimes i think i
know her
.. && sometimes i wish i did. there is a story in her eyes.. lullabies
&& goodbyes. when she`sz looking at me, i can tell.. she`sz hurting inside.

do whatever you want...
and if u think its something 
you'll regret in the morning
...just sleep late

 

it's just something that happens when you grow up. you realize that it's less important to have more friends && more important to have real ones <3 -- LAGUNA BEACH

 

&& she ignores all the other guys who
want her because shes too busy noticing him

 

Dont miss out on whats happening right now
because you're waiting for something
better to come along..

don`t call me obssessed when
i`m only scared of losing the best
thing that ever happened to me

i WATCH Y0U WALK AWAY
DiSAPPEARiNG iN THE DARK
Y0U'RE N0T C0MiNG BACK &
iT'S TEARiNG ME APART..

we spend our whole lives tellinq `'
ourselves that everythinq happens
for a reason when in reality - - it's
just that we give reasons for  ;; - `
everythinq that happens  ___    <3

& shes so sick of people
thinking shes the best_
the greatest, the prettiest,
does  e v e r y t h i n g  right_
cause inside shes crying, thinking
all i need is him_*

 

i keep my scars from prying eyes. incapable of knowing why.

im sick of all the songs that remind me of you.
so i guess i should find some new songs.
so i guess i should find some new memories.

Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the
guy.  When guys are in love, they become  poor.  When girls are in
love they become pretty.  Guys can ( forget ) but can't forgive. Girls
can forgive but can`t forget.  Guys break up when they feel love ¢¾
from another girl. Girls break up when they feel the separation from*
their man. guys feel curiousity towards all girls. Girls feel curiousity
towards guys who are interested in them.when guys are heartbroken
they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl. when
*girls are heartbroken they try to find his characteristics in another
guy. but finally, guys wish to be her 1st love.. girls wish to be his last

 

Take chances. Alot of them... because honestly, no matter where you end up and with who, it always ends up just the way it should be. your mistakes make you who you are. you learn and grow with each choice you make. everything is worth it. say how you feel. always be you.. and be okay with it.

 

when you got a problem,you know i'm here for you,
because it's us against the world.

 

Last night i had a dream that i went to
the beach & fell in love.. & i woke up this
morning & there was sand in my shoes &
a sea shell in my pocket <3

im still walking
down memory lane
cause i know i' ll be
running into you <//3

 

what if prince charming had never shown up? would snow white have laid in that glass box forever? or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple, gotten a job & a health care plan & moved on with her life? -- SEX && THE CiTY

 

this is side one. flip me over
i know im not your favorite record.

 

N0 y0u didn’t break my heart
Y0u helped me to fill it up
& start over ;; WiTH0UT Y0U

 

..& I still got Love for youu

even after all we`ve been through.

 

 

 

before i got to bed i turn on my radio
a
nd listen to a song that reminds me of you*i feel like i lost everything when you're gone
left remembering what it's like
to have you here with me
i thought you should know, you're not making this easy.

 

 

the truth may hurt but it's those
lies that kill - Dawson's Creek

 

tHE BESt WAY tO PARtY iS ___ *
. xO . StRAiGHt UP BACARDi

its like writing your name on a foggy ;
window then [ s l o w l y ] watching it
__>* fade away

YOU HAVE ENEMiES ?
GOOD | it MEANS YOU HAVE
StOOD UP fOR SOMEtHiNG iN YOUR lifE
- - // EMiNEM <3 *

PARADISE ISN'T ON A BEACH ;;
IT'S IN YOUR ARMS * `
PROMiSE ME Y0U`ll NEVER lET G0 <3

`Unlike Barbie 
 ME & MY GiRLSz
  ARE N0T SOLD SEPARATLY

A wise girl kisses but never loves
listens but doesn't believe,
& leaves before she is left.
-- Sex in the City

& the phone's ringing off the hook
i pray everytime it's you. i just wish you
would call one last time so i can tell you
i love you.. <3

Take nothing but photos,
Leave nothing but footsteps,
And kill nothing but time…

 

SO lEtS BE A SCRAPBOOK COUPlE ;

SMilE iN EVERY PiCtURE & fiGHt //

BEHiND EVERY CAMERA _ _ _»* `

 

 

&  sometimes i just wish  we had

[[      N  E  V  E  R     M  E  T      ]]

 

buy me a |[ plastic ring ]|

& tell me that you love me

My love for you is not written on paper,
for paper can be erased, Nor is my love for
you etched in stone, for stone can be broken.
But my love for you is inscribed in my heart
where it shall remain forever and ever <33

As i layed there on his chest,
listening to his heart beat, i knew
at that moment that i loved him..<3

A shoulder to cry on,
an ear to bend,
money to borrow,
clothes to lend,
Friday night hangouts,
afternoon walks,
2am phone calls,
private talks,
memories together will never end,
::always and forever::
¤  best friends ¤

 

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